Against Nothingness

If Yesterday Were the Last Day If yesterday were the last day of school, everything would have made sense. I woke up early Tuesday morning to what I thought was the sound of crickets; a lot of them. Which is a little weird when your inside the city, nearly downtown. I quickly forgot about it, but when I left my house the sound was loud as ever. To my surprise, at the end of the alleyway, maybe 10 feet above the ground, were dozens of birds wheeling around in a tight circle for no apparent reason. As I know nothing about birds, I thought it looked cool, and did my best to prevent thoughts of Alfred Hitchcock’s “The Birds” from entering my mind. That effort was to no avail; I looked around, and thought the trees looked weird; it took a minute, but I soon saw what was making the noise. Nearly a dozen trees, with no leaves on them, had a bird on every branch, twig, or space. Cool and creepy; my pace quickened. Soon I was past them, though they later flew over my head, goin...

The Day After Tomorrow? There is a new movie coming out this summer, which I think looks good, called The Day After Tomorrow and as you have probably guessed, it is a post-apocalyptic (or during the appocalypse) movie. Based on global warming, huge climate change caused by the drastic change of large ocean currents due to polar melting, some of the trailer's most stunning scenes are of New York buried in snow. Looks cool. Why do I bring this up? Well, I heard about a new environmental problem. Yipee!! Ever heard of ocean dead zones? They are near the top of the list of emerging environmental problems according to the UN-EP. To much fertilizer and chemical runoff gets into areas of the ocean, accelerating the growth of algae, which then dies, consuming oxygen, and eventually up to several square miles of ocean has no oxygen. In the last 10 years the area of known dead zones has more than doubled. On top of that did you know that 14% of the world's population relies o...

It is the custom of unbelievers to speak as if the air of Palestine were then surcharged with belief in the supernatural, miracles were everywhere. Thus they would explain away the significance of the popular belief that our Lord wrought signs and wonders. But in so doing they set themselves a worse problem than they evade. If miracles were so very common, it would be as easy to believe that Jesus wrought them as that He worked at His father's bench, but also it would be as inconclusive. And how then are we to explain the astonishment which all the evangelists so constantly record? On any conceivable theory, these writers shared the beliefs of that age, and so did the readers who accepted their assurance that all were amazed, and that His report "went out straightway everywhere into all the region of Galilee." These are emphatic words, and both the author and his readers must have considered a miracle to be more surprising than modern critics believe they did. Yet we do n...

As you might have guessed, if you read into the previous post, and if you noticed the comments on The Heresy , I have recently been reading more about the situation in Iraq. With the goings on with Clarke and such, how could I not? It seems that everytime I delve into the issues surrounding the war and occupation they have all gotten worse. The report on my last post details many of the misleading, and outright lies, from the leaders in the U.S. If what Clarke says is true (go here or here or here , and thanks to Leighton at TheHeresy for those links. Also check out this for some comments on how the WhiteHouse is responding to Clarke, and many more links to follow if you want), well thats just more fuel on the fire. I get more and more cynical about the government, ours, the U.S., or anywhere. I mean, I know that government can't really change people, or the world, but I used to think that honesty wasn't to high of an expectation (naive, i know). I may disagree ...

If you care about/are interested in the Iraq war and Bush and all that, you might want to check out: This report by minority staff, special investigations. Its from the House of Representatives webpage.

Jesus communicates Heart is expressed through words The darkness within (A butchered Haiku. Can you do 6-6-5? its still 17 syllables...?)

The primary cause of the [denominational] divisions is the institutionalism and organisationalism of the churches, which, without vivifying the life of the believers in them, smothers or drives it out of the ekklesia, and makes [the churches] merely dead institutions. Christians who really have life in Christ cannot exist within such a corpse and will at last have to come out of it. But in almost all cases, those who have come out of dead institutions want to have in their place another institution or other rituals and ceremonies, only repeating the same error. Instead of turning to Christ Himself as their center, they again seek to find fellowship and spiritual security on the very same basis that failed, not realizing that it is the institution that is killing, instead of producing, life in Christ. Even the Bible itself is interpreted and understood in various ways, and so always becomes the center of sectarianism. Just in the same way, dogmas and creeds cannot bring Christian unity,...

Oh boy! Another preview I have to pass on. Saved looks hilarious. Their main site is down, so even though it is in english and I understand what the movie is about, I still have no idea whats going on.

"Was not our ancestor Abraham justified by works when he offered his son Isaac on the altar?" James 2:21 "Then what becomes of boasting? It is excluded. By what law? By that of works? No, but by the law of faith...What then are we to say was gained by Abraham, our ancestor according to the flesh? For if Abraham was justified by works, he has something to boast about, but not before God. For what does the scripture say? "Abraham believed God, and it was reckoned to him as righteousness." Now to one who works, wages are not reckoned as a gift but as something due. But to one who without works trusts him who justifies the ungodly, such faith is reckoned as righteousness." Rom 3:27, 4:1-5 "You see that a person is justified by works and not by faith alone." James 2:24 "For we hold that a person is justified by faith apart from works prescribed by the law." Rom. 3:28 (All NRSV quotes) One seems an implied contradiction, the other s...

I haven't been posting much lately. I like stating the obvious. Lots of work to do in school, blah blah blah. 2.5 weeks left, and then finals :) More importantly though, is this trailer. Its in Japanese and I don't have a clue what is going on, but it sure looks sweet. It would be wonderful if this movie were translated into english someday, or else I learned Japanese... Right.

"for he who always hopes for the best becomes old, and he who is always prepared for the worst grows old early, but he who believes preserves an eternal youth." Soren Kierkegaard Fear and Trembling Perhaps this explains why many have thought me 21 going on 40? One of the things I have always said is hope for the best and prepare for the worst... is this in some way a lack of faith? or what does it say of my faith?

I'm home. I've been home since tuesday, after the surgery. Which went well. I was hopped up on morphine for Tuesday, then on T3's wednesday. These, though very different magnitudes, probably have about teh same effect on me... not that the morphine doesn't effect me, but that the T3's effect me a lot. Extra strength tylenol (thursday) makes me feel drunk, so just imagine what the more powerful stuff does. Fun times. I am healing up, able to move around again, which is good because I am hungry a lot. You would think being home for 5 days in a row, I would have lots of time to get lots of work done. And I have, but I haven't got lots of work done. Enough, but not lots. I blame it on the drugs :) Depending on how I am feeling, I hope to go back to school tomorrow. It's just a question of how much I can walk. Good times.

With the "Passion of Christ" just out, and all the hype and blah blah blah, could I really avoid saying something about it? I saw it back in January at a sneak preview, and very much enjoyed it. Superman, one of my roommates, saw it on saturday with his Fiancee, and they both really enjoyed it. So, on Sunday, Superman and I talked about it a little bit. We talked about how we liked the rawness of the movie, and we liked how some of his teachings were mixed with scenes from the passion, and all of the things that you have probably talked about if you have seen the movie. Then Superman said something a little bit different. "One thing I really appreciate is that Gibson earned himself a place to make this movie before he did it, and then he made an excellent movie." This, of course, led us into a discussion of evangelism, how it is done, how it might be done, and how it should be done. It seems, to both of us, that very few Christians put any effort into ear...

Here is an update on what is going on. Its been a week and a day since I returned from reading week, and I might finally be starting to get over Chapter withdrawal, as well as home and family withdrawal to. I had my appointment with the surgeon last week, and I did get my wish: It went quickly and well, and the surgery was scheduled quickly. Tomorrow in fact. I am a bit nervous about that; its a day surgery, they are doing it incision style, and I don't expect to be out and about much for a few days. The thought of someone, no matter how qualified, cutting into me, pushing aside layers of skin and muscle to get to a rip in the mesh which blocks my intestines, and place a rubber thingy there... well, its not to appealling. I finished all the homework I needed to over reading break, and have lots more to do for this semester, so hopefully I will be able to put my downtime to good use and get a good amount of reading done. I did a presentation in my Hebrew Poetry class,...